this is a whiny post, move along

[nekokoban]

O hay

I think being tired + being bored + general uncertainties about EVERYTHING (m-mostly with how I relate to people, especially the ones I like/look up to, and much as I wish they wouldn't, these issues come up now and again like CLOCKWORK or something) = total failure. \o/

I'm going to sleep before I turn even moodier. o/

IF I AM STILL LIKE THIS TOMORROW
SOMEONE KICK ME REALLY HARD

Comments

[ningen-demonai.livejournal.com]

I hope things get better after your rest! :(

Also, reply to this :E

[nekokoban]

I went to bed at 2:30, nin, and I WOKE UP ON MY OWN AT 8.

W-what is this madness. :(

[ningen-demonai.livejournal.com]

Ogod, I've done this so many times this week, I have no idea. D:

*P-pets :(*

[bromantic.livejournal.com]

I WILL KICK YOU.


LOVINGLY.

[nekokoban]

I-I might need it. SOB WHERE I MY EVOLUTION INTO THE HIGHER BEING THAT IS BEYOND ALL OF THIS.

[bromantic.livejournal.com]

IT'LL COME. BE PATIENT.

[takadainmate.livejournal.com]

♥

[nekokoban]

♥♥

[fyredancer.livejournal.com]

*hugs neko* Take a break, play a game, read an old beloved book, and don't stress about it.

[nekokoban]

[snuggles] I did most of that today -- I did end up spilling a bit about the stresses, which. Really helped, actually. ♥ So this evening is a marked improvement over yesterday!

[shadawyn.livejournal.com]

Mornings usually help bring the enlightenment. *hugs*

[nekokoban]

This morning didn't, really, since I didn't sleep very much (I just snapped awake at 8 when I went to bed around 2:30 the night before), but. I feel a lot calmer now, thanks. ♥

this is a huggy comment

[miss-arel.livejournal.com]

*huuuuuuuuuugs*

Hope you're doing better today, hon. :) and today there'll be Who and Sweeney and JoCo and maybe Avatar and definitely people who lurve you. *chews on your head*

*rewords to make proper sense, not typed-half-an-hour-after-waking-up sense*

[inarticulate.livejournal.com]

[snuggles] Iiii know that feeling too. FEEL BETTER TODAY :( ♥ ♥ ♥ WE LOVE YOU.

[nekokoban]

I AM GOING TO MAKE AN EFFORT and there are fun things planned for tonight and I got paid today, so. :|b LOOKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE IS Y/Y.

[harukami]

I-- I hadn't even realized while we were talking. D: I-IT'S OKAY TO SAY SOEMTHING IF YOU'RE DOWN [c-cuddles]

ilu ok.

[nekokoban]

I-it's okay! I WAS KIND OF HOPING IT WAS A PASSING THING but then I just got steadily grumpier and I was like "o lol what is this." Just a lot of little things that are kinda making me go ":\" I-I'll tell you later if you want to know. ;;

Ilu2♥

[harukami]

I would be happy to hear about it if you want to talk about it later. D: And if later you're feeling fine and don't want to dredge it all up I also will not push [CUDDLES] Ilu ;;;

[LOVING FLOPS ONTO]

[nekokoban]

MOSTLY it's stuff about me being silly and probably I just need to hear it from people that I don't actually fail as hard as I think I do. ... I think. (It's not necessarily BAD stuff as just. me being wibbly stuff.)

♥♥♥ loev twinthingit

[harukami]

[CUDDLES YOU] W-well since you are AWESOME I will be glad to listen and give feedback and yes.

♥ loveback twinthingit

[grendelity.livejournal.com]

:( *snuggles* Feel better.

D-did you get my email? :x

[nekokoban]

I am, thank you. ♥ And ... I don't know if I did, which email was this? I-if it's about the hand thing, I haven't had time to find myself a tape-measure. ;;

[grendelity.livejournal.com]

Er, no, actually, I sent you one onnn. Thursday. Yes, Thursday. Doujin-business. :B

[nekokoban]

...... what.

HOW DID I NOT GET THIS OR SEE THIS WHAT UM. ;;;;;;;;;;

orz honey I'm so sorry that I'm epic fail. >________________>

[grendelity.livejournal.com]

Errrrrr. Should I resend it?

[nekokoban]

HAVING GONE BACK AND READ THE EMAIL: I think that you and Sarah are fantastic and thank you so much for putting up with my own flakiness and that sounds TOTALLY FINE TO ME. I-I'm really looking forward to this, in a horrible mad OMGOMGOMG 8D sort of way.

♥♥♥♥ Ilu guys, I'm sorry again for my faiiiiiiil.

[grendelity.livejournal.com]

Okay, so I guess it all sounded good? I can't remember what I actually said, except I was "arooo?"-ing for confirmation.

AND WE'RE THE ONES MADE OF FAIL orz orz orz

[nekokoban]

IT SOUNDED GOOD I just. Somehow opened it and didn't really register it? I-I don't even know, the earlier half of this week was lost in a haze of being ill. XD;;

YOU GUYS ARE NOT FAIL, YOU GUYS ARE WIN AND AWESOME AND I AM SO INCREDIBLY EXCIIIIITED♥♥♥♥♥

[grendelity.livejournal.com]

Lololol okay. I was starting to wonder, actually. XD;; I HOPE YOU ARE NO LONGER SICK. The tea offer stands. :|b

Goddammit, now I'll never get back to homework tonight. SO UH. I do have to poke you back to the email though, 'cause I do need to know about the guest artist thing so I can modify the template or not [the file's huuuuge @_@;]. S'okay either way--even a maybe works, but I need to know before we move out because I don't have access to the program at home.

[teleute12.livejournal.com]

*snugglessssss* DO YOU FEEL BETTER TODAY? >:

[nekokoban]

♥♥ I AM ACTUALLY. S-sometimes I forget how nice people can actually be when you need a hug. ♥

[teleute12.livejournal.com]

YAAAY. ♥♥♥

[ashoka.livejournal.com]

:( ♥ !