Well, part of it was that I felt instinctively knee-jerk "BUT I DON'T TRY TO DO THAT" when I saw it, which--usually, for me, is an indication that it's something I feel a little guilty about. XD; And I didn't want to go blah blah blah MY LIIIIIFE in either reply to the crit or the post I made to Hakuren's journal, because again--it's as much excuse as explanation! But if I can't whine a little about how crazy my life is in my own journal, I'm not sure where I can!

I do want to work on my balance and re-establishing some old relationships I've been letting stagnate, though, so I am going to work on that! ... once I've packed more. After I get home from work. Sob.