nekokoban

I wish I knew something to say to that. XD; Or a way to make you SEE how it's one of the best fics with smut in that I've EVER READ, let alone one that I LIKE. :D; It makes me... I don't know, it makes me leery of saying ANYTHING if I know I might upset you b y saying I LIKE it when it is insanely GOOD. Better than any I'VE written, which makes me go... well, you know how I arrgh at our artist friends when they draw INSANELY GOOD ART but don't seem to... like it or believe that complements are TRUE and there for a REASON? Yeah. Because. what can I say? I can't say "I agree with you" because that's a LIE, but when I say "But it's some of the best smut I have EVER READ" (make that the best smut, dammit), let alone written (as a fellow author who DOES write smut) ... and you just go "Ha ha no way and not comfortable with it", I feel like... I can't do anything.

which, I suppose, is not my role. But just. It's. Frustrating, in a way. XD; Because I love you and I love your fics and dammit, I love Knowledge, and I feel like I'm not ALLOWED to, but I do.

(Comic moment in otherwise INTENSELY HONESTLY TEARY MOMENT: "Our love is forbidden and pure!")

But, um, it's clearly bothering you, so I'll try to be at least quiet... even if it's really hard to keep my mouth shut when I see you saying that people shouldn't even talk about a fic of yours which is, like, one of my favourite fics ever? XD;; Yeah. Will shut up now. Love you, sorry for putting you on the spot. >_>;;