* neko crawls on the world and falls asleep

For the first time in months -- monnnnnnnnnthsssssssss -- our work queue is single-digits! Of course, now that I've said that, I have inevitably doomed us to be back to triple-digits by this weekend, but for the moment there is that vaguely-cheerful, mostly-frazzled feeling that comes from a sudden deep breath in the midst of workworkwork. It doesn't help, either, that I've been sort of. Not sleeping? At least for me -- I find I can actually function surprisingly well on six and a half hours of sleep, it just ... sort of comes that I hit my second wind of HAY GUYZ HAY GUYZ right around when I should be going to bed. Whoops?

BUT I ACTUALLY FEEL PRETTY GOOD o/ I DON'T KNOW IF THIS MEANS BAD THINGS OR NOT o/

(Actually it means that I'm. Procrastinating on a lot of things because I sit down and think HOKAY WE GONNA DU DIS THAAAAANG and find that my brain power is actually about nil when it comes to comitting. I have a lot of things I agreed/planned to write before the end of this month, but instead. I. Want to write horrible terrible things -- and then I can't even get the brainpower to pull THAT off, either. Seriously, how hard should it really be to write things that make people go orz at me? NOT THAT HARD and yet. Here I am. I kind of really fail, don't I. o/;;)

In lieu of actually working on that, though, guys, guys! ( I'm going to talk about my experiences in fandom, which people who've known me forever and a day, like Haru and Chira, have actually personally experienced me going through. :|b )

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ETA TL;DR VERSION: Create because you love to do it! (That's why I do.) Share because people are looking this way! (That's also what I do.) The two are not mutually exclusive. Take away my internet and I still write (and write a LOT), though I miss the people.

Right, god, that was really long. NOW I AM GOING TO SEE IF ALL THE ENABLEMENT PEOPLE GAVE ME LAST NIGHT TRANSLATES INTO PRODUCTIVITY FOR THE REST OF MY LUNCH BREAK. o/