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AWESOME. \m/
Man, I have been negative lately, sorry guys. The saddest thing is it is not just any ONE THING; I WISH I could point to an event or a person and say, "that's it, that is what is my problem." But I can't, because it's a lot more than that; it is like everything is crumbling down in spite of what I do to fix it, and sometimes faster when I do. I am bailing out my little boat and at the same time I'm sloshing around so much that more water is coming in on the other end. It feels sort of like my entire life is exploding in multiple areas and at this point I am just starting to think, you know what, fuck it all, I will just punch everything and everyone in the face INCLUDING MYSELF and maybe things will get better. Or at least I will have such swollen black eyes that I can't see the next thing coming.
When I next post in this journal I will either have become a zen butterfly who no longer cares for the toils and troubles of this world, or I will be super-wangsty in that sort of "god I suck at everything and everyone hates me why do I try to do anything" way. STAY TUNED.
ME: -9000000000000000000
AWESOME. \m/
Man, I have been negative lately, sorry guys. The saddest thing is it is not just any ONE THING; I WISH I could point to an event or a person and say, "that's it, that is what is my problem." But I can't, because it's a lot more than that; it is like everything is crumbling down in spite of what I do to fix it, and sometimes faster when I do. I am bailing out my little boat and at the same time I'm sloshing around so much that more water is coming in on the other end. It feels sort of like my entire life is exploding in multiple areas and at this point I am just starting to think, you know what, fuck it all, I will just punch everything and everyone in the face INCLUDING MYSELF and maybe things will get better. Or at least I will have such swollen black eyes that I can't see the next thing coming.
When I next post in this journal I will either have become a zen butterfly who no longer cares for the toils and troubles of this world, or I will be super-wangsty in that sort of "god I suck at everything and everyone hates me why do I try to do anything" way. STAY TUNED.
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...maybe you could become a poisonous zen butterfly! That'll teach life to mess with you!
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... wait.
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[cuddles]
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I am OFF work in about fifteen minutes and it'll take me about an hour to get back to my apartment, so. :x
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In general I endorse face punching :|b
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MOSTLY I WANT TO PUNCH MYSELF IN THE FACE but certain other people especially coworkers who expect me to be psychic would be very high on that list too. ;o;
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♥
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\O_o/?!?!?!?!?!?!!
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sob I am so ready for March to be done so I can say IT IS A NEW MONTH, WE ARE BLANK-SLATING IT FROM NOW ON.
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Also dinner tonight or tomorrow? If we do pies and pints we could pick up dessert from Whole Paycheck~
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Well, like I told Katy, I can do tonight? B-but with the caveat that I am really tired and mayyyy burst into tears if I try to explain everything. Pies and Pints sounds delicious, though. ;o;
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When you're feeling down is always a good time to hang out with people. That way you don't let yourself get more down on . . . yourself. :|b
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I get off work at 4:30, and would be home arounnnnnd ... 5:30? Maybe? Idk, what works for you.
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Well I have to go home and listen to the Tomato Song. But we can try to be by your place at about 5:30ish!
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Yayyyyyyyy \o/ the Tomato song is about the only thing that has kept me from. NOT punching someone in the face for real over here, sob.
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I need to hear the whoel thing~ D: NON HO UN BUON TOMATO!!!
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[hugs]
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♥ ;;;b
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[FLOPS ON]
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I hope things get better soon.
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SOME THINGS GOT BETTER--and then I forgot my breakfast and my lunch since I use a bento and I left the whole thing at home.
BABY STEPSSSSSSSSSSSSSS also also let's do something soon because I haven't seen you in a hanging-out context in a while and that's sad. :(
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I agree, I haven't hung out with you in long enough! Are you free on Sunday? I have a maybe-date with
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heeeeere, this will make things better ^___^...
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ps I friended you.